Saturday, 03 January 2015 4.07
Dear diary,
No special things happened since yesterday. Today, in the noon my aunt Dina called and invited for lunch tomorrow. Probably she has invited dad too. She wants to help but I don't think she will manage anything. Maybe the things will get worse. I want her plan to have results but I don't think it will. There are three scenarios.
1st SCENARIO
The first scenario is the most possible. He won's show up. He keeps avoiding aunt since 'The Big Fight'. There very few chances to come, especially if he knows that we will be there, too. Moreover he is ashamed. If he goes and aunt's relatives are there what is he going to say? Will he pretend that everything is okay? I don't think so...
2nd SCENARIO
The second scenario is worse and less expected. He will show up and he won't talk a lot. But when my aunt will try to play the 'marriage counselor' he is going to react badly or rudely. He will either pretend that he didn't hear and take it as a joke or he will burst and he will start shouting and belching. If this happens I don't know how I will react but I don't think I will stay there watching such things going on. When I was younger, I used to imagine that my life was a reality and from moment to moment the cameras will go off and my parents will come hug me and explain that nothing of all these unpleasant things that happened to us are true. It was the hope that is still alive in my heart.
3rd SCENARIO
The 3rd scenario is about the hope I was telling you before. So it's kinda impossible. He will come. He will have regretted everything. He will apologize. Mum will forgive him. Chris will forgive him too. And then we will be a family again and none will be able to harm us because will protect each other as we always did. I know I'm a dreamer but I will kill myself if I don't do such optimistic thoughts even if I know that the chances for sth like this to happen is like 1 out of 10.000.000.000.
xxx
Dear diary,
No special things happened since yesterday. Today, in the noon my aunt Dina called and invited for lunch tomorrow. Probably she has invited dad too. She wants to help but I don't think she will manage anything. Maybe the things will get worse. I want her plan to have results but I don't think it will. There are three scenarios.
1st SCENARIO
The first scenario is the most possible. He won's show up. He keeps avoiding aunt since 'The Big Fight'. There very few chances to come, especially if he knows that we will be there, too. Moreover he is ashamed. If he goes and aunt's relatives are there what is he going to say? Will he pretend that everything is okay? I don't think so...
2nd SCENARIO
The second scenario is worse and less expected. He will show up and he won't talk a lot. But when my aunt will try to play the 'marriage counselor' he is going to react badly or rudely. He will either pretend that he didn't hear and take it as a joke or he will burst and he will start shouting and belching. If this happens I don't know how I will react but I don't think I will stay there watching such things going on. When I was younger, I used to imagine that my life was a reality and from moment to moment the cameras will go off and my parents will come hug me and explain that nothing of all these unpleasant things that happened to us are true. It was the hope that is still alive in my heart.
3rd SCENARIO
The 3rd scenario is about the hope I was telling you before. So it's kinda impossible. He will come. He will have regretted everything. He will apologize. Mum will forgive him. Chris will forgive him too. And then we will be a family again and none will be able to harm us because will protect each other as we always did. I know I'm a dreamer but I will kill myself if I don't do such optimistic thoughts even if I know that the chances for sth like this to happen is like 1 out of 10.000.000.000.
xxx
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