22/09/14

Monday, 22 September 2014 4.50
Dear diary,
I've not written to you for so long cause nothing special or extraordinary happened. Well, on Thursday I saw a really handsome boy at the school canteen. I asked Giannis if he knew him but he didn't so I asked him to find out whatever he could for him. He eventually learned his name: Konstantinos but he didn't know his name on Facebook. On Saturday, Georgia Xr. visited me, as it was my name day, and told me that he liked him and revealed me his Facebook name, so I added him. I knew there was no chance. Georgia liked him. That means she will get him even the world's end come. So I was pretty disappointed. Next morning, when I woke up I saw that he accepted me and he poked me. Oh yes! He poked me. So much happiness. I poked him too and I expected he would text me. He didn't though. He poked me back. I pocked him back after a while and in the same minute he pocked me back again. I didn't know what to do. Chris gave me the courage to text him first. In the 3rd message message he sent me a "<3". OMG! I was dead. Today, at school he was looking at me and smiling. Unfortunately, the bad news didn't want much time to show up. When we finished school I found out that he had a relationship with Georgia. Crack :/ . Sth inside me broke down. I should have expected it. As long as Georgia likes smn, it's done. And somewhere in the backround it's me. Embarrassed cause I tried to do sth with a boy that Georgia wanted. I really feel blue right know but I have to go to my English lesson.
xxx

14/09/14

Sunday, 14 September 2014 10.28
Dear diary,
Sorry for not writing to you for so long. I'll tell you everything that happened since Thursday. On Friday morning I woke up at 7 so as to get ready and go to school. On my way to school I met Nasia, as we had arranged. We arrived school and chatted a bit with the other girls. The bell rang and we gathered. The headmaster was talking to us and at some point she asked who had the highest grades in G'1. I froze. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't raise hand. And after some seconds my classmates started saying my name so eventually I found the courage and raised my hand. It was a pretty akward experience. Then they left us in the yard for four school hours. At 10 the bell rang again and we went in the our classrooms. Nasia and I got the best desk. It's in the center of the class. Two desks behind us its Thanasis' desk  *happiness*.

~Dream~
My Friday evening was pretty full, too. I had a waxing. Then I went to the city center to show Ms Harris a book that I bought and ask her if this was the right one or not. It wasn't. So I went to the bookstore to exchange it. After that I went to the Falara to get signed in the volleyball team with Apostolia and then we went to the square. Chris finished his lesson at the time we got there and told us there was a play on in the park in which a friend of his was playing at 9 so we decided to go. The play was okay but Chris' friend was very beautiful. When the play ended we went home and slept. Yesterday I woke up at 8.30 and went to Lamia with Chris, Nasia and Katerina to buy gifts for Nasia's birthday and Sofia's name day and school supplies. We had pretty much fun.
We returned home, had lunch and I went to bed cause I was on my period and hurt a lot. While I was in bed as I had finished Under the Dome started watching Arrow. Arrow is A-W-E-S-O-M-E! And the protagonist is really hot. After two hours I got up and mum said they wold leave to go to the coffee cause Olympiakos was playing. At 9.30 my bro came back and we studied together in our room cause he had a lesson today and the teacher with who Chris had a lesson made me too to do some excersices for today.

We watch a movie and then slept. Today I woke up to finish the homework and since then nothing.
xxx

11/09/14

Thursday, 11 September 2014 04.37pm
Dear diary,
School started! I don't know if I'm happy or not. At first I saw Tom after 1 month. And believe me he was very handsome today.  Yeah. I was starring at him the whole morning. I also took him some pictures.  Hihihi (^.^)! Moreover I found my bestie again. We have a habit no to talk during summer almost at all. Today we spent so many hours together after a very long time. It was pretty an amazing day. We had a great at school. The whole day Nasia and I were laughing. It was the reunion I told you before. And during the new year ceremony the Mayor had a fight with the priest so the ceremony was quite entertaining too. Then, almost everyone went to IV Quatro. So I went too. At first it was a bit boring, but then the situation improved a bit. We returned home at 2. We did some housework when mum and dad came we had lunch. They were fighting about sth that happened yesterday but I luckily was not present cause I had had an English lesson. Lucky me. When we finished they left for Larisa cause dad has an appointment with a doctor there at 5.30. They are not back yet. Maybe the stopped somewhere and killed each other. Maybe not. Chris left half an hour after them to go to the coffee. Since then I saw an episode Under the dome, slept and uploaded some photos on instagram. That's all.
xxx

09/09/14

Tuesday, 09 September 2014 2.00pm
Dear diary,
I don't write to you every day cause nothing special happens. On Sunday evening I went to help to the coffee cause our National team a football and a basketball match. We lost in both (-.-). When you are meant to be unhappy you are by every point of view. At least, was a bit happy cause one of her favorite cous visited Stulida after two years. His family leaves in Athens but he commutes to London cause he works there as a dentist. He comes in Athens 10 days per month cause he has office both in Athens and London. His wife works as a university teacher. It's not necessary to say that each of his two children own an iPad and study at a private school. Life is so unfair.
 
We returned home at 1+.  The next morning I woke up at 7.30 cause I had an English lesson. But I eventually I woke up for no reason. Miss Vivian missed the bus so we didn't do a lesson. When mum returned home told me than Nasia's uncle is making a new volleyball team and it would be better to go there because is cheaper, because my current coach never comes to the coffee and cause the new coach is my best friends' uncle. So she convinced me. So I had to convinced my friends who I had made start playing volleyball. I convinced all of them except Katerina. Our current coach had told her that he would take her to Lamia for training. Of course, Katerina could not resist the temptation. I wouldn't resist either so I don't blame her. I felt a bit sorry because she my co-player but I will handle it. So for one more time: Life is unfair.

After lunch I studied English. Again for no reason cause today that we went to write our tests mrs. Harris told us that we are going to write mrs. Vivian's test tomorrow evening after lesson. So fuck. I won't go to Agia Marina tomorow with Katerina. I hope she will be able to go today.

I don't know why I complain all the time but I really don't like it. I feel like these miserable teenagers in the movies that all day grumble and make other people unhappy. I hate it but I feel really blue. Also school starts on Thursday and has affected my mood too. Yeap. Life sucks but I don't wanna be sad all the time. It's making me sick. Chris is always happy (except when he is angry) and I am always bored and down im the dumps. It would be better if we were both in a more normal state. I don't know. Maybe there is a reason for everybody to act in a special way. I really don't know. Moreover, the weather is weird. It's sunny now and in five minutes might rain. Weird. Like me. 

07/09/14

Sunday, 07 September 2014
Dear diary,
On Friday I went to Katerina's so as to go jogging in the evening but rain started and we stayed there. After some time that the rain stopped we played volleyball. I returned home at 9. After that you know: dinner and TV. Yesterday I woke up at 8.30 cause I forgot to turn off my alarm clock. I did the mainstream stuff(mobile & TV & Internet). While I was playing with my mobile I discover an app, which was already installed, that could the mobile into a TV controller. At 1 mum returned home and we went for a swim to Raches. Summer isn't over yet. We stayed there till 4+. We ate pita gyro. I had a shower and then finished the first season of Under the dome. Then I went to the living room and you know I watched some TV.

At around 10 flashlights started to show up so I went to sit at the balcony. Rain in the summer is amazing. I could stay all night and watch at the sky. I was a bit chilly but wonderful. There are no words to describe the feeling I had. This melancholy and the beautiful of the cloudy sky and some flashlights here and there in one word: perfection. 

Today, I woke up at 9. Since then, you know. Everything I do every morning. So I've nothing to write.
xxx

05/09/14

Friday, 05 August 2014 11.53am
Dear diary,
Yesterday and Today I'm a bit better. Mum and dad are a bit better, too. They talk to each other. Rudely. But they talk. My mood is way better. Yesterday I woke up at 9 and went to me English lesson. Most time we didn't have a lesson cause the phone was constantly ringing for the students who want to start lessons. So the time passed pretty quickly. When I finished and went to the coffee an unpleasant surprise was expecting me there. Katerina A. was there. Ok. She is my bro's bestie. But I can't stand her. I just don't like her. We can't like everyone in this life. Anyway. I got over it as we left 10 min later. These 10' were pretty hard for me but I handled it as good as I could. Then, we returned home and what did I do? I was enjoying my new mobile.

At 3 mum came and we had lunch. Then I watched some TV, while playing with my mobile and fall asleep. When I woke up mum asked me if I wanted to go to Lamia. Of course I agreed. I wanted a new SIM card for my mobile and pierce my nose. I bought the SIM card but I didn't pierce my nose. I don't know why but when we arrived outside the piercing shop I was terrified and told my mum to go another day. I don't know what happened to me. Probably the man standing out of the shop with his ponytail frightened me. My feet were shaking. Maybe I'm not so brave. I'll do one more attempt. I'll go with Elena A. who knows the shop owner. I hope I won't pee myself. I hope. Fingers crosses.-

When we returned to Stulida we passed by my grandma's house cause we had bought her a pair of flip-flops and we wanted to give to her. There was mum's uncle and they started talking and talking till my grandmother was ready to fell asleep on her chair and almost kicked us out. Luckily, cause I suffered a terrible headache. Today I woke up at 8.30. Mum wanted me to go to the hospital and give a paper to friend of her so that she (the friend) could prescribe mum some drugs. Since then I do normal stuff: TV, internet, mobile.
xxx

03/09/14

Wednesday, 03 September 2014 5.36pm

Dear diary, 

Yesterday I woke up at 9 and cleaned up the whole 1st floor before I went to my English lesson. I had a lesson at 10 and I finished at 1. I returned home did some housework and generally nothing special happened. Mum returned at 3, we ate omelettes and the fight between mum and didn't end. In contrast, we are involved, too. Yeap. For mum we are all lazy people that she doesn't take care. Sometimes I wish to have a lesson at lunch time so as not to be obliged to attend the 'family diner'. I usually had fun but now it's just a torture. Then I watched some TV and fall asleep. I woke up at 7 and I started studying. I finished at 9+ and went to the living room. We had a small fight with mum but she went over it very fast cause she can't talk with anyone in the house. Chris returned home at 10 and had a fight with mum. After some time we went to the bedrooms. Mum slept immediately. I didn't I slept at around 1.
 
Today was a better day. My new mobile phone came. I was supposed to be extremely happy. But I'm not. The situation at home wrecks me. I can't enjoy anything. I would definitely prefer be my parents okay to get a new mobile phone. I hope this will end in a couple of days. I am not in mood to write a lot right now. Today was like yesterday (except the new mobile) Woke up, housework, English, housework, lunch, fight, TV, study, present. I'm mentally destroyed. I'm off. 

02/08/14

Tuesday, 02 September 2014 0.07am
Dear diary,
I wish we are gonna to have a nice(?) month. Today was a sad/happy/sad/happy day. I'll explain myself in a minute. But let's get the things since we left them. I eventually didn't watch another episode of Under the dome and I studied. At 7 Konstantina came cause she had told me we forgot to do a lesson. She came for no reason. We had already done this lesson. What can anybody say about her? Nothing. This is had I did, too. While she was here at least she saw me some YouTubers like Bethany Motta and some twin sisters, Gabi and Niki.Gabi looks a bit like Ariana Grande.  

~Bethany Motta~

~Niki and Gabi Beauty~

When she left my mum and I went to my grandma's. While I was there Giannis called me and told that he was at the square so I told mum to go home so that I could change clothes (as I was like Cinderella before she became and princess) and from there Chris could come by and got me at the square. Unfortunately, I didn't go with the Palla brothers cause they went to the back square and my bro would made me fight with my parents if I would go 'with only boys at the back square'. He was right at one point but I was really pissed of. So I went to IV Quatro, where Apostolia, Lena, Iro and Chris were. I know. I'll die miserable. We had a mini party for Apostolia's birthday. She blowed a decorative candle on a 7 days chocolate cake. Yeap. We are crazy. It was not my idea, but whoever saw us understood we are a happy company. After I had a good time but not as much I would have with the boys. God should make Chris a girl and me a boy. But there is nothing we can  do about it now.

We returned home at 12. Today(yesterday) I woke up at 8 so as to do my homework which we didn't check with none of the teachers today. I went to my English lesson at 10 and finishes at 1.30. I returned home, did some housework, boiled spaghetti, parents came home, they fought, we had dinner(without dad), I watched some TV, fall asleep, woke up, had a shower and then Fotini came home. Mum made me tell her that I wrote 13 in Ancient Greek at the final exams so Fotini decided to print me a dozen of excercises. Hoorayy (-.-)! When Fotini left we went to my -how can I put it- sister's in God house because it was her name day. I said sister in God cause my mother baptized her. We had pretty much fun there. We returned 30' ago. Now mum expects me to go to bed. So...
xxx